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hollow self
empty shell
shallow grave
self hate manifests an error in myself
endless grey state, insignificance
no desire for life
find a swift end
justleanforwardintothekniveswithyourface
main character
tragic play of life
bury my carcass in an unmarked shallow grave
rot into soil
haze my misery
my life will end in shallow dirt
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Drive past the cemetery
It's not too long a drive
Have this Ben and Jerry's
I'm lactose intolerant
Arrive at the house party
I'm already a little high
Why didn't you share with me?
The last time you smoked me dry
We're having keg stands in the living room
We're gonna get real fucked up are you ready for a good time?
I've been holding this in for weeks
I've been holding this in for weeks
But I just wanted to tell you
You make me smile
I'm glad you found me
Even in the most unfortunate circumstances
I'm glad to be alive
In this room filled with friends I wouldn't want to be anywhere else
Even if we end up dead
We'll hold onto these memories
But I try to drive
But I crashed into a tree
And now I'm dead guess this is the end
At least I went out with a bang
Hope all my friends
Remember me
Maybe I should
Have gave them my god damned keys
(I crashed my car, now I'm dead, now I'm dead)
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fromjoy - Theseus
03:50
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What can I say that hasn't been said?
I've seen this pattern, again and again
It's just the same, a feeling of regret
I'll throw this away, but I'll never forget
Everyone wants a piece of me
Pushing and pulling, picking and tearing away
I shaved the skin off my body
My paranoia and selflessness became one, as I became nothing
But they kept pushing the weight, the strangle, the world got caught in my throat
The hate I once felt came back ten fold, we can not reap, we will choke on what we've sewn
The silver lining blurs as the tunnels close
Weak and ugly, interloping, misanthropy, I'm just understating
This world is what's killing me inside, and I'm lost with nowhere to hide
I am living a fucking lie, I'm erasing the smile and leaving everyone behind
This world has shown me a years worth of fortune at the cost of a life's debt
Suffocation, choking on melancholy with no way to satisfy my breath
I've seen what I needed to, without my purpose being served
(Do not mourn my loss, for I will find peace, away from you, in death)
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Verse 1:
With such convictions how
Will we wait for this?
We where always left
To pick up the pieces here
Breakdown:
Fall into the arms of your deceivers
Into the arms of disbelief
With things left certain
Just to
Defy your surroundings
Faster part:
Falling grace falls
Verse 2:
With these convictions left
To
Come to your own conclusions
Outro:
Its the guilt I live with
Every day feels the same
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I cant see anything in front of me
it's always one step forward and ten steps
back
but one step turns to none when I'm alone
and theres no one left when I call home
snakes wrap around my legs
and I'm losing all sense of control
pull me further please
I cant see anything anymore
no not anymore
no not anything
no not holding on
no not opening up
no not anymore
no not anything
no not holding on
no not opening up
why does someone I dont know see me so much better then the ones I love
is it cause I cant open up
is it this overwhelming weight I put on my self
or all these snakes slowly swallowing me
swallowing me till I cant see till I cant breathe
this is where I should be at the bottom with no one to see no one left to let down
so they cant see me for me
I can't let anyone in theyll all see the poison in my eyes and everything that's alway making me lose sight
I can't open my eyes
everything is making me blind
I'm losing sight
Snakes with human traits
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